I've suddenly realised that the only reason I got this far in the competition was because my video wasn't about me: it was about the island.

And, in all the craziness, I've gotten lost somewhere in the self-promoting, and I've lost the very thing that got me here in the first place. This has become about me, and it shouldn't be. It never was, until everyone else got involved.

Is it too late to turn it around?

God, I hope not.